Gucci Italian Tan

Tonight I'm going on a first date that 'isn't a date' with a guy that we will call "Italia".

Richard Gere and I are moving along swimmingly but I think that for the first time in my life, I'm not going to put all of my eggs in one basket.

Talking of eggs, I am sitting here eating Cadbury Strawberry filled mini chocolate eggs. YUM.
I can't believe the Easter supplies are already for sale in stores. I think it's kinda disgusting if you ask me. Isn't Easter still two months away?

Anyway, Italia is a guy that I know from when I was 13 - 16 years old. He is 7 years older than me. I know him because when I was in high school I would hang out with an older crowd and he was one of the guys in my group of friends. It's been 7 years since he and I have seen each other and we caught up on Facebook of all places.

I was meant to get my micro bead extensions done today but I know that I'm going to have to dye them to get my tone of pearl blonde. So that means that I would have to sit at the salon for 4 hours while they get applied, then dye my hair, then wash it, then dry it and then style it. I'm seeing Italia in five hours and there is no way I have time to do all of that and I honestly can't be bothered with the whole process.

For once I picked my outfit in advance but because I have scrubbed off my fake tan I'm not sure it the dress will look as good. I'll be sure to take a photo of it either way. If I wear that dress then I'm also wearing a vintage silver G-link Gucci belt and some stilettos tonight.

I think it's time to break out the Jemma Cosmetics Cookies And Cream Tanning Mousse. If you have no idea what I'm talking about - watch this.

Being A Goddess In Someones Eyes

You may have read my blog, looked at my photos and thought "What's the big deal? She's a chubby/curvy chick with blonde hair." Hell, most of the time that's even the way I think about myself but lately something has changed.

I have always been honest and told you girls about how the guys around my area react to me and I've never lied, never made it sound better than what it was and I sure as shit haven't exaggerated when I tell you about the guys who nearly crash their cars, the guys who cross the road just to pass me and the one who nearly fell off a roof yesterday when he was waving to me as I walked past.

The reason I am mentioning this now is because my last post reminded me of something that was said to me recently.

On my first date with Richard Gere he said something to me that no-one has ever said before. Something that no woman expects to hear in her lifetime.

When I asked him if he gets jealous when his friends look at me.. Do you know what he said to me?

He said,
"When you walk past, whatever is happening, whatever we are saying and whatever we are thinking STOPS. We do not see, hear or think about anything other than you. I am a jealous person but with you I know to expect that I will always be jealous because you are heaven. You are heaven and every one that I know, knows it. You walk past and we are not capable of anything else but to admire everything that you are. You have this amazing body and this unbelievable face. We stop talking because we know that there is nothing is more important than savoring that moment."

How is it that they can see that everyday when I can't see that of myself even on one day?

I hope that every woman reading this post finds a man who thinks she is heaven.
No, I hope that every woman in the Universe finds a man or woman that thinks she is heaven and treats her that way too.

Yesterday.

Just A Day In My Brothers Life

FOTN. Out With My Girl.

Tonight I went outwith my girlfriend Aaliya. She came over, got ready at my house and then we hit the streets - in a non sexual on the corner type of way. Haha.

Here are some photos of us cruising in the car.

Check out the YouTube video H E R E .

A Flame Starts With A Spark.

Looking back on my post A Flaming Mess I'm quite amused at the fact that as soon as I stopped looking, something presented itself in a perfect package. 

He ticks all the boxes on my *perfect man* list (so far)

I always said that I wanted someone who is: 

- Taller than me

- Dark hair 

- Nice eyes

- Nice smile

- Is respectful

- Doesn't even MENTION sex the first couple of times we talk

- Likes small fluffy dogs

- Has a great sense of humor

- Easy going and down to Earth

- Ethnic or European

- Drives

- Works (or studies)

- Is friends with/close with his mum

- Doesn't go clubbing

-Doesn't do drugs

- Speaks a language other than English

- Nice body

- Good dress sense

- Can hold a conversation

- Older than me

- Isn't camera shy

- Good teeth

- Good skin

- Doesn't have a complicated relationship status

- Isn't recently out of a relationship

Not to mention that there are a million more things that make him amazing.

Let's see what happens.

Did you ever/do you currently have a list of what you want in a guy??

My Wednesday Spent With Tuesday.

It started with the worst Nando's of our lives.

(Exposed wires on the roof)
Sign in the background says:
To Achieve Portugasm, Park your car here. Park your butt here.

To make up for crappy Nandos, we headed to Max Brenner

And enjoyed a 'Chocolate Dome' for $9.95

I love taking photos of him when he's talking.

I must remember to try the Darrell Lea Nougat Pudding

Pretty stars.

20 cents worth of chewwies from the gumball machine.
PLUS now you get a cool paper bag to carry them in!

I bought a Tangy Lemon Cheesecake from The Cheesecake Shop.
It's to celebrate my brother finishing UNI.
(any excuse will do)

I Spy With My MacBook Eye..

Three days ago.

Gotta stop wearing my hair up.

My Master Plan.

My grandmother is coming to stay with us on Thursday so I'm writing a list of places to go shopping. She is always amazed at how cheap everything is when you shop at the right places in Melbourne. It's been two years since we went shopping together in Melbourne and she still can't believe that she got two pair of shoes for $10. She will be even more amazed when I tell her where she can buy three pair for $5. The factory outlets here have the most amazing deals!

Here is my plan for today.
- Clean my room
- Hang all of my new clothes
- Do my hair
- Plan where we are going with my grandmother
- Organize my makeup
- Record two vlogs

My Last Two Days.

Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy, I'm so happy todayyy.

The guy I met at my local shopping center came over to my house today and spent some time with me. He is pretty amazing, I must admit.

At the moment I'm watching an episode of the cheesiest show on television.
CSI Miami.

SHOCKING.

Tomorrow is going to be 29 degrees so I will be sure to have my fan on full blast all night. Hopefully that gives my room a head start of cooling for the weather ahead.

Not much to say at the moment my darlings. Just wanted to quickly write something to you, instead of just updating you with my vlog entries.

Have to go and watch a documentary on sleep walking and other sleep disorders.

Who Hides In The Lingerie Department.. Seriously?!

About Me.

Grandfather when he was my age.

My favourite skirt - vintage Cotton On.

My new (at the time) ring and favourite nail polish colour!

Supre jumper.

2006?

Vedrana and I gay clubbin on her bday 2009

I wanna be a cowgirl baby!

GO FENERRRRR!

Emre and I in 2008.

Vedrana and Moe ridin the big red car.

Lookin out my back window (when I lived in Tatura)

Another photo from when I lived in Tatura.

Yet another from Tatura - bro's birthday cake.

This was a one minute walk from my house in Rosebud.

JimJam (Jamal) and I.

Cookie wearing one of my old extension pieces for a laugh - 2008.

Love the red ring. Daniel 2008.

One of the hottest guys in my home town dropping me off at home.
(2003) Emir.

My 18th birthday. Notice how long my hair is? All one length to hips.

Woah, needed a re-fill.

Playing Princess Leia on my front step while my car windscreen was getting replaced.

Red Red Red.

I hate cats, go figure.
Excuse the mess.

The first box I unpacked of shoes. Only seven boxes to go lol.
Back in the days where I had over 300 pair of heels.

Tommy Toodle.

R2D2

Rocky sleeping on his baby (Snoopy toy).

Grandparents pool - summer 2009.

Oh yeah.

<3 these kind of photos.

Needed to blot.

The rims I had on my silvia. Needed a wash.

On a furry pillow.

Yeah, I'm a pokey tongue sorta girl.

The last time I attempted blonde. Got to this colour then went back to black.

Turkish symbol and my nazar.

Mua-ha-ha chip face.